I’m to fat to be motivated to blog :(
All I want
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I’m hoping today is a good day! Rather optimistic these days… mmm good sign? Yes or No?
Stars are my weakness!
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How is everyone doing today?
I really like you… A LOT!
I’ve had a crush on the same guy for nearly two years… the weird thing is I haven’t seen him in person yet. The reason why I haven’t meet him is 1. He stays in another state: We tried to meet up but things just didn’t work out, 2. I’m way to nervous to meet him : I had the opportunity to go walk up to him and say hi but my nerves got to me and I just sat there watching him, 3. My feeling for him scare me and 4. I haven’t had another opportunity to see him.
Yes yes I am a big fat chicken! I could kick myself, I really want to see him with all of being but I’m afraid the next I can see him my fear gobbles me up again. Let me set something straight yes I may be insecure about how I look, despite everyone trying to tell me I have nothing to be insecure about, I am very confident around people, being myself and making friends is just super easy and I am really comfortable around guys and hide my feelings -if I have a crush on them- really well. I don’t get nervous talking to crushes and I may get the one butterfly or two but when i saw HIM I had 5 million butterflies and I started laughing like a complete idiot, my legs felt as if they would collapse any second and I had no idea what I would say to him if I was to walk up to him. Its the most oddest sensation! It could be just because I haven’t spoken to him face to face before or maybe he is special???
I’m hoping to see him this year! but I refuse to meet him until I am goal weight!!!! I want to be at least 1% perfect when i meet him… sigh I like him way to much!
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<3 Skinny love
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